latest one

2005-12-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

YO. long time no blog
HEHEHE. for those who don't know yet, i got into catholic jc. cj.
well. luckily siewmun got in there too. thought i'll be the only one in the group stranded alone in some unknown jc. (or maybe not that unknown)
hmm. hope i'll like that school.
i mean. i HAVE to like it.
if not, i'll probably die in the two years that i have to stay in it.
but then again, i stayed in nanyang for FOUR long freaking years.
now... everything doesnt seem so bad anymore does it? HOHO.

finally. we're graduating from that school.
being surrounded by horribly bad tempered spinsters, hilariously entertaining sissies, and married PMS-prone women for four years, i find it a miracle that i'm am still relatively sane and normal. (i know many would beg to differ about this. -.-)
ANYWAY. the time i spent in nanyang hadn't totally been enjoyable, but i must admit, there are still memorable moments.
i'll still miss nanyang i think.
not the school. definitely not the system. but the people. who made my four years more bearable for me. i love you guys. (: you all know who you are.

2005-12-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

went out today. bought ed's latest album. -.- hazy 144 hour project. has freaking 20 songs. jesus. anyway. bought two other albums. also his. buden. imported from china. freaken cheap. buden sucks in quality. what to do. just cant resist that pretty face. heh heh heh.

3 down. 5 to go. ><

2005-12-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

ARGH. I'm really desperate now.

WHO KNOWS WHERE TO BUY EDISON'S OLD CDS?!!?

I don't wanna go hmv and spend like a bomb on all those cds. BLARRRRH. ):

plus. I dont think I can find them. They are way too old. -.-

ct

2005-12-10T09:47:00.000+08:00

due to the fact that im extremely bored, ive decided to do some quizez. ehehe. to kill my boredom.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(NOO~~~ so not true -.-)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(sheesh. true true)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

HAHA. im mature! ^^

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

(REALLY?! that means i'll die without you guys -.-)

Your Hidden Talent

The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

HAHAHAHAHA. This one is seriously hilarious.

2005-12-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

ooofs. its really tiring to blog you know. my fingers are too lazy to move even to type! ><

anyway. taiwan is a pretty fine place. and i definitely want to go back again. the xiao long bao is heavenly. Who wants to go ding tai feng with me some day? (:

2005-11-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

went out today! (:
to see my laogong. -.-
my knight in shining armour ah.
hes SOOOooooOOOOoo cute. i shant swoon over him here now. >< bad time. bad place.
ANYWAY.
today wasnt a fruitful day but definitely a FUN day.
i love yijie for being the smartest ass in the whole wide world -.-
hurhur. and i love the lift! and last but not least.
I MUAKMUAKMUAK love niunai! ((((((((((((((((((:
hohoho.
huiyi's leaving for tw tomorrow?
anymore things to ask me to buy?
last call last call. after this no more already har.
bye darlings.
wont be back till the 4th.

DONT

MISS

ME

MUAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS.

(PS. DARLING! i will miss you. ehehehe. )

2005-11-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i simply cant believe my luck
first this then that
ah.
huiyi
you really love your life. -.-

2005-11-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

yo. am i happy or am i happy.
this is the new. simple and PINK layout.
i love it!
a new url. a new layout.
signifies the beginning of a new journey. (:
wish me luck.

2005-10-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

im officially back on earth after disappearing for like..
god knows how long
anyway
im mugging for my O's so i guess i wont be back anytime soon
have been to sajc
for some reason, it doesnt really appeal to me
dont ask me why
hope i get in anyway
i aint going to some unknown jc like.... innova -.-

2005-10-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

this was what we came up with a week ago when we were bored.
what.. desperate fans might consider doing. ^^
you can try it!
but i dont guarantee your success a.

**HOW TO MAKE ENERGY NOTICE YOU**

1) wear like zXXX
advantages: niunai will love you. he will stare at you and everyone deserves to be ignored -.-
disadvantages: every other tiko on the street will stare -.- CHI DOU FUUU.

2) give them their childhood photo
advantages: they will remember you because their horrendous photo is so unforgettable
disadvantage: they will hate you. =x

3. bombard them with foreign languages
adv: you will sound very cute -.- if you know how to say
disadv: DIU LIANNNNNNNNN

4. wear tshirt and fbts -.-
advantage: very cooling. not hot when you queue
disadv: you might look very funny. and they will end up staring at you wonderin wth are you doing

5. show dog's photo (i doubt this will work. and it will only work for niunai)
adv: errrrrr. he will love you
disadv: it doesnt work? because thousands of people showed him b4?

6. wear a mask (only yijie dares to do)
adv: really interesting idea. they will surely rmb you.
disadv: defeats the purpose! they dont even see your face -.- unless you want to wear the same mask to every auto session.

7. talk rubbish
adv: they will rmb you because they think you are so amusing
disadvantage: they will think you are weird. and shuwei will probably start hating yijie because she said he's fat

8. say 'CAN I TOUCH YOUR HAIRR?'
(PS: huiyi's friend's friend tried that before on toro. it worked!)
adv: erm. very cute action indeed. but depends on whether they want to let you touch
disadv: people like kunda will refuse. and.... what if their hair really very disgusting!

9. welly's plan -------> make niunai look at you instead of XXXX
use your hands and turn his head -.-
adv: he will look at you and prolly rmb you for life
dis: he will be scared of you -.- think that how come this fan so scary one! so weird! And connie will kill you.

10. slam the table
adv: bring their attention to you.
disadv: they will get heart attack and connie will probably kick you down the stage also

11. u take alot of things in ur hand. and then gek gek u cant carry anymore and dropped everything on the table.
adv: they will look at you.
disadv: so many things to carry! heavy!!!!

12. say got cockroach/lizard OR throw a rubber snake at them
adv: hahahaha. Give them the shock of their life. and I bet they will remember you for sure.
disadv: what if they really freak out and jump off?! Embarrassing for them leh!

---
and to sum up everything.
yes i love niunai.
and sorry muh darling.
i misunderstood you. )x
love you and will love you forever. ^^

2005-09-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

are you disappointed?
i am.
very too.

i dont know why i chose to blog about it today.
i guess i still hadnt got over the fact that hes leaving.
that idiot made so many people cry.

bunch of lies.
bunch of empty promises.
bastard.

im truly truly disappointed
guess i wont believe in him ever again
what a liar

2005-09-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

huiyi is such a common nameeee -.-
i shall be lame and call myself...
tanhui. since the last name is supposed to be the surname
so my new name is
yi tan hui -.-
bu hao xiao hor.
i also think its not funny.

2005-09-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

devastating
how fucking devastating

screw prelims
screw O level
screw the scholarship
screw nanyang!

damn it. i dont understand. whats the point in making every one of your students fail when you actually want them to DO WELL in jc. screwing prelims equals to screwing first three months. which equals to screwing the rest of your jc life! seriously, i dont wonder why so many seniors in nanyang went abroad.

sick of this whole system.
but im not gonna call for any radical change because i know that wont take place
look how rooted this system is already!
look how rooted the kiasuness is in singapore already
expect it to change overnight? SIAO ZAR BO. impossible.

marks isnt everything?
YEAH RIGHT
ever so contradicting.
everything you guys do are just defying the purpose.
brainless.

2005-09-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
i just came back to heaven from hell.
lols. no la. i just finished prelims.
isnt that enough for me to celebrate for one whole of a lifetime?
actually not la. i shall wait till the Os are over then i celebrate together.
my god. Os are not even here yet and im thinking about what i want to do AFTER it.

hohohoho.
screwed my prelims
screwed my jc life
but im happy now
so nothing can upset me

YAYY YAYYYYYYYYY
i feel that the world's so wonderful now i can sing for the rest of my life
and you all shall live in pain
because your eardrums will burst from my horrible horrible voice
HAHA!

PS: I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MY GLOSS!

2005-09-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

okay. as much as i wanna post my photos. photobucket crashed on me. i cant uploading anything at all! im so utterly pissed off. kill photobucket! wanted to show you guys my hairstyle. hahaha. mama did it for me. ^^ shall upload it another time then.

anyway. today was greatt! i love all of you! (((((((((((:
all the people who wished me birthday by sms, call, or shouted across the canteen -.- i really really thank you. thanks for the lovely wishes.
lastly and most importantly, i want to thank rdf for the great surprise.
this sounds so cheesy but it really made my day.
to think i cried on my birthday. -.- brrrr

okay. so this morning i went to school feeling damn pathetic because i was suffering from morning sickness and felt like puking all the time. i couldnt rmb all the stupid chi lit stuffs and it seems like studying is draining all the energy from me. )x i felt so pathetic that i even wrapped my own present! hahahaha. no la. LOLS. i am kidding. wrapped the present for tingyun and after that was emaths exam then chi lit exam.

so... here comes the exciting part. well, i was feeling rather happy from chi lit exam because apparently, i knew how to do all the questions which is a miracle really. then i went down. went to the toilet. came to class... and there. i saw the sheet of paper. it looks like this

okay. so basically i went on a treasure hunt to look for all the donkeys when i already saw them due to carmen's ultra pongified hair. went from class to canteen to library to hall to 301 classroom to toilet THEN back to class. had the tiramisu cake. hohoho. ((((: there it is

and my voucher for my chanel gloss. oooh. so pretty i cant wait. okay so after i 'blew' the candle, we went pizza hut. and this is what we ate

hahahah. no la. im just joking. just look at the greasy oily pan! cheese and chilli. smiley face with freckles and dandruff at the side. EEWWWW. haha. ok. so thats what we do when we do feel really bored.

after eating we went MINGMING optics. and guess what. i found this REALLY classic pair of specs.

it matches my braces! oh god. hahaha. here's another one that suits me better, ling stelly and siewmun says.

OOOH. great. photobucket revived. lemme show you what i ate for dinner now.

shark killerrrr! they all died cause of me.

ooh. tasty oily. yumyum!

theres papa and mama looking bored while they were waiting.

mum says she looks horrible in this photo but whatever im posting it up anyway. hahaha.

and theres papa and me.

lastly theres blackie wishing me happy birthday. but tell me. why does she look so freaking bored?

yay. im such a happy girl today! ((((((((((((((((((((((:
give you many smilies.

2005-09-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

i hate prelims!
died for amaths! yay! -.-

kill huiyi mans.
im not born for studying.
but i still have to.
huiyi bawls.
and bawls.

study study
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!

i really think im turning stupid from studying too much.
im serious!

~~additional maths paper 1~~
8 more to go!

2005-09-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

i never did realised how much i really missed them till i rewatched the vcd. so many memories keep flooding back. the june trip. everything. i guess we cant go back to the past anymore. and will they come..? even if they do come, will i be able to go? i have so many questions that i have yet to answer.

its like i keep regretting. regretting why we have started chasing so late. we should have started earlier. should have known faith earlier. should have known all of you earlier. sigh. judging by our aa-ness, we should be quite well known by now.
-.- its too late to do anything now. i shall be the good girl im supposed to be and go study. get good prelim results and maybe my wishes will come true.

what a wishful thinking. but well. since you wanna have a dream. might as well as have a big dream. as sick as i am of all that im going through now, i realise that im quite a blessed girl. at least im not like anna fu. lets just wish that i can score well for prelims and get myself into a fucking good jc so i dont have to worry anymore.

sigh. i love all of you who cared. thanks.

what will you do
if one day you realise he's not the person you thought he was?
that everything was a pretense
that he never cared?

2005-09-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

ignorance is bliss

sometimes i rather myself not know anything at all

2005-09-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

seriously blogger is how irritating la. it refused to let me blog till like 5 minutes ago. VAHHHHH. anyway. today celebrated juu's birthday. i realised i still hadn't wished juu happy birthday officially yet. so here it goes:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHJUU!

today was an eventful day. hurhur.
had apple strudel. went town.
took neoprints and quite a number of photos.
got my showbiz teeshirt like finally~
im happy la. ^^
welly was crazy today! really mad. she keep pulling people's hair until we got so irritated we decided to retaliate! hohoho.
now welly~ you know how we feel.
i kept laughing these few days.
my jaws really hurt you know~ -.-
my mouth is not designed for laughing mans.
GREAT. and huiyi's well known for haha-ing all the time.
LOLS. i am amused. totally amused.

all in all. today is quite enjoyable.
oooh. and the other achievement for today.
dint fall asleep during 3 and a half hours of chemistry.
isn't that enough for any sane person to worship me?
MY GOD. i cant believe i actually survived chem lesson.

PS: just realised something. when i was sec one. i was actually the youngest in the whole school! younger than the supposedly youngest girl born on 31st december 1989 (jac yek) for a totally of 9 months and 16 days. my gosh. thats scary. SCARYYYY!

2005-09-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

this is not huiyi blogging. its her evil twin!
-.- okay i shall stop being lame.
urm. this is the second entry of the day.
dont ask me why im so free and im not mugging like hell.
i want to know too.
im doing maths past year papers but they irritate me.
cause i dont know how to do. ><
brrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
welly thought of some stupid idea just now.
shall not elaborate here.
i bet she will tell you the stupid idea herself.
stupid la. but funny!
and she keep pestering me with that horrendous photo.
i tell you, if im him i'll make sure i'll kill every single one who has seen the photo, and destroy all evidence to make sure it disappears from this world.
because i will be very willing to kill myself if anyone sees that.
what the hell is wrong with his hairstyle?
like he pasted it on or something.
my reaction was i saw his photo was like
... for three minutes
followed by fifteen minutes of hysterical laughter and screaming
then i chilled for one second
called my mother to see the photo.
she saw and said something i thought was extremely weird
she said 'ooooh. fei fei de. SO CUTE~'
cute. you call that cute? i almost fainted on the spot.
now. here's the culprit.

WARNING: people with weak heart or any heart diseases please do not scroll down. i WILL NOT be responsible for any heart attacks or seizures.

now... ready? brace yourself and scroll...

AHHHHHH~~~~~~
horror of all horrors!
make a clever guess of who that is?
yes you are damn right.
the guy who i thought was cute (from the minute he was born)..
PAN WEI BO!

argh. please. scrape that hairstyle. i swear i will WORSHIP anyone who dares to go cut that arse of a hairstlye okay? i dont think i will be able to sleep today. YEUUCKKKKKKK.

2005-09-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

okay. seriously i love love love this layout! was deciding between two layouts. the other one is pink is simple. view it here!

sweeet right? awwwws. was sorta sad i had to give up that one. but hmmm. its sort of like too sweet for me. this is simple and nice and.... simple? hohoho. ^^ go to random and view your pretty faces!

people please do relink me. and tag meee!

PS: most of my darling's faces are here except for carmen choy. that stupid girl still REFUSES to take a photo with me. ah. whatever.

2005-09-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to niunai~~~
happy birthday to you!

whee. its his birthday today. ^^
im so happy.

today has been a really funny day for me.
hoho. went for scholars' meeting in acj and saw SO many old friends.
geeees. those guys still look the same basically.
THEY NEVER GROW!
seriously. four years ago, i was one head taller than my that classmate.
now four years later, i am STILL one head taller than him!
heh heh heh.
ruiyi and the rest are really damn funny la!
i laugh until my jaw still hurts.
after so many hours. -.-
but that certain someone was funny!
not going to be mean so i shant say much.
but oh man. WHAT. A. NERDDDD.
hohoho. anyway. another someone changed alot!
really. like. so much cuter. tanner. taller. skinnier.
then the hair ah. also so much spikier. LOLS!
all in all. quite cute lah!
but ren jia got xin shang ren. HAHAHAHA. not my type anyway.
shall go and dream about niunai now.
OOOOH. must go liuyan first. ^^

i got a sore throat from laughing too much! ><

2005-08-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE.
i love all of you sweeet people.
MUAHS. ^^
darn. i have pretty extreme mood swings arh. HOHO
but who cares.
was watching the bone collecter on chnl 5 that day
totally freaks the hell outta me man!

i need a new blog layout! im sick of this boooooring one.

2005-08-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

I have realized how some people tend to take things for granted and undeniably, it really pisses me off. Maybe its because of the environment that I am in, or maybe its because I'm told not to dismiss whatever I have so freely, so simply. Okay, I am the only child in my family, but I've been brought up, in a rather conservative Chinese family, so to say, my parents are rather strict about my moral values and all sorts. They don't want me to be dependent, so we never had a maid, despite my mum being so busy and she hardly has the time to clean up the house or whatsoever. I�m not that spoilt, really. At least, I don't rely on people to bring my drinks out from the kitchen, neither do I rely on them to help me tidy my stuff, wash my clothes, or cook my meals. I am actually confident enough to say that I'm able to do all that without difficulty. But seriously, how many people are that independent nowadays? Blame it on the parents who spoil their kids, blame it on the maids, whatever! You know when you go to the bottom of everything, its just you and yourself, the way you look at things. So, if you are an independent person, your reliance on your maid might be not so. I'm not criticizing all the people who have maids or anything, but I'm just thinking, is it because our standard of living is getting higher and higher, and many of us are really so blessed with the luxury of staying in a big house, having a high allowance, studying in a good school, sitting in a posh car etc. And when the rest of the population takes bus home, we�re so lazy we actually take cabs! Seriously, come to think of it, our cab fare for one day is like one meal for the Bangladesh workers. They save up every single penny of theirs, so that they could go back to their homeland and open a small shop so that their family could have a good life.

I often reflect on the way I lived and I have decided that I'm quite contented with what I have. What more could I ask for. Well, yah, I don't have my BMW, neither do I stay in a bungalow, but I have a pretty house that I'm proud of, parents who love me, lovely dogs and supportive friends. I'm a lucky shit, really. So what if my parents aren't earning millions, so what if I'm not the top student in my shitty school, I like my life and that's it. I don't ask for anything more. Like what my father says, I might be poor among the rich, but I'm definitely rich among the poor. So why should I be unhappy?

Those people who are striving to be rich 24/7 are pathetic I think. Not that having a big dream is not good, but when you reach the stage when you forgo everything just for money, its not worth it. Not worth it at all. But do they care, they don't. True enough, money works wonders. We can't do anything without money. Money can buy you houses, cars, and almost everything! It can even buy you friends, but when you don't have any more money, where are your friends? POOF. They'll be gone in three seconds I tell you.

I was talking to siewmun today when I realized all these things. That how the people around me are treating what they have so lightly because they are just fucking rich, seriously! Okay, maybe they don't think they are rich but they are. Well, they don't really admit it, but they are really sheltered in a world when money is not a problem to them. It comes so naturally to them that they treat it like nothing! I'm quite appalled by this behavior and that might explain my violent reactions to certain things. Because I don't take things for granted. I know one day my father's business might just topple, that's why I appreciate what I have currently. No one is going to be rich forever eh? Say this girl, she's smart and rich and she has everything. Her father is the CEO of some GREAAATTT company but if she doesn't work hard on her part, all the wealth that she has now will just flow through her hands. Yeah, you say, she's smart and rich, so its okay if she doesn't study. But fuck! That's not the case! You are smart, you don't study, you have never even read the book once, say even a genius won't even know what to do ok! Unless you tell me you know every single thing under the world. Her father is the CEO of the company, but that doesn't mean that she'll take over either. If she stopped her education at this level, you think only with that big brain of hers she will make it big? No way man. Her smartness won't take her that far. Yeah, you say people who didn't finish their education still made it big. But how small is the percentage of the millions in this world?. Sad to say, being smart is nothing if you're not hardworking.

I'm sorry if I'm too critical. I'm sorry if I even offended anyone. But these are just my feelings and if I have said anything wrong, please, really, do enlighten me. Sometimes I really feel like I'm too critical because I often feel that everyone around me has something wrong at a certain point of time. Yeah I understand that no one is perfect, and of course, I'm one of the least perfect ones. Mum says that criticizing people all the time is not very nice, yeah I know. It makes people think that I'm probably thinking like I'm superior to everyone. But no, no, that's not for me. From what I know, I have a lot of flaws, really. It's just that I'm quite sensitive at certain times, and some things just strike me as it is and you know, being me, I need to voice it out. I have been thinking of this for quite some time and sigh. It's been troubling me. (Tell me if I'm thinking too much)

Ah. I have too much love for this world.

2005-08-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

woohoo. smart huiyi dint go to school today. neither did the rest of the donkeys. phew. lucky i dint go. if i'll be left alone with... shuanghong? or did that girl even bother to go? okay. gees. today is actually the non-official last day of school for the the unlucky shits who are Sec 4 and taking O levels this year. i am SO not looking forward to the prelims and Os. in fact. i told you. i dread it.

anyway. oral went well. biology practical was alright. and there's chemistry practical tomorrow. boy am i nervous! sheesh. i finally understood the stupid mole concept after revising for one whole afternoon. no need to get help from you already stelly! heh heh. i feel so accomplished after studying non stop for one whole day. i hereby announce that tan huiyi is a nerd! WOOHOO. im gonna mug all day long and still come online. (eh.. is that possible?)

im in a rather good mood today la. a large part of it was cause i dint go to school. the other part.. well i dont really know. must be me getting too excited for chem prac. -.- lame reason. anyway. i just prepared the so-called dinner. and YEUCCKKKKS. my broccoli salad sucked like hell. i wonder how lavendar prepared it man. its like so fresh and nice and... nice! but the others were alright. i mean like duh! you dont expect the campbell soup or the egg sandwich to taste horrid right! yeah man. im a sucker at cooking. shall find a boyfriend who knows how to cook next time. i dont wanna mess up the whole kitchen and the only productive thing i did was washing up the dishes. greaaaaaat.

hoho. papa's back. gonna annouce the bad news that dinner is gonna suck like hell today. tata and love you all!

2005-08-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

here i am to update my blog!
BOOOBOOBAAAA. ><
btw weibo was BORING!
sort of regretted making up so many excuses to go for the autograph session but you know at least i shook his hand and all that yeah. and must thank yijie for making the right choice to go to the backstage instead of squeezing with all other people and being blinded by the BRIGHT orange TEESHIRTS AND BOARDS.
ahh. so bright so bright!
PSST. the chairman is GAYYYYYYYYYYY. HEEHEEHEE.
saw alot of familiar faces today. all the energy fans! tian ah.
anyway. weibo was friendly and nice. but dint get him to write my name because a certain irritating XXXXXX person was STARING SO HARD. ahh. *waves my hand in the bimbotic way* nevermind. i shall not be so calculative. da ren bu ji xiao ren guo.
YES. learn a chinese idiom from huiyi everyday and you'll score A1 for your chinese in O's.
BAHs. now then i realised how much i missed niunai. and yeah. hope they'll come soon. but not so soon either! i dont want to know that they're coming and yet cant go to see them. i'll simple DIE~ )x

2005-07-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

some people have really funny names.

like 尤進來 - some malaysian tv host's name
aka "swim inside"
now tell me. who the hell has that kind of name.
i will never EVER name my son that
cause he'll probably hate me for the rest of his life！
but GUESS WU really sounds like a funky name.

yandao: hey. whats your name?
my daughter aka GUESS WU: guess wu.
yandao: HAR? no la. whats your name?
my daughter: guess.
yandao: HUH? what guess?
my daughter: guess la! *glares at the stupid guy who still doesnt get it*
yandao starts to lia3 gong2.

WAHAHA. wouldnt that be funny. then all the guys in the world who think that my future daughter is such a big chiobu and wanna chat her up will die cringing within the first three minutes. AWWWWW. sorry daughter. im an evil mother. (will be one i mean)

wow wow whee.
im getting a new phone.
the only thing is that i have to wait till the next month.
ARGHS! but oh wells.
i hope i'll get a nice one ^^
if not i'll be happy enough with my 7270
sleek and nice
red and black
PRETTY!

2005-07-20T08:41:00.000+08:00

ling is very lame. blogging about some insignificant unrelated stuffies. gosh. she is bored bored bored! bored to the extent that shes trying to bore everyone else around her out too! STUPID LING STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. you are so so so wrong. you stupid piece of shit. why am i echoing.

am i talking like stelly?
in her whale lang.
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW AAAAAAAAAAREEEEEE YYYYYYYEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
okay fine. anyway. english lesson is so slack and i want to read potter!
ron and hermione are so funny! ^^
harry was supposed to be good looking eh?
or was he not.
aiya.
nevermind. im toking crap. yick is chasing us out
i still hate her the old wrinkly stinking bitch

2005-07-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey thanks everyone ^^
im my usual hyper self again
ive been quite scary isnt it
im always like a siao char bo (99.9% of the time, that is)
hard to see me so emotional eh? heh heh
anyway
currently the biggest problem of my life is
or rather the TEETHING problem
see i got listen to that wrinkly old bitch la
anyway the problem is...
ITCHY BITCHY MOSQUITOE BITESSSSSSSSS
huiyi breaks into a scratching fit again.
so irritating!!! i've been scratching and putting ointment all day long
i think im finishing the tub of mobiko
and ive tried simply everything but they dont worrkkkkk.

barfs. today is a bad day.
except for potter ^^
really nice book. im at chapter 7! stop pressurizing me!
i'll read i'll read!

2005-07-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

you know what
i've just realised something terrifying
okay maybe i've noticed it for quite some time but heck la its still haunting me anyway
PRELIMS ARE IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS' TIME
well dont start me on the talk about how biased and unfair the MOE system is
i dont even want to talk about it
god. i feel like killing myself everytime i look at the calendar
im freaking out
and yet im happily wasting my time away
yeah like what im doing now
i dont believe in fairy tales
seriously i dont aim that high to be in huachong or raffles
firstly im not that smart
secondly i dont want to spend my whole jc life pia-ing everything
and when i graduate all i know is STUDY STUDY AND STUDY
when people go to orchard and enjoy themselves
i'll be mugging at home looking at my textbooks and consoling myself that textbooks are the best friends i am ever going to get
NO WAY. i repeat no way am i going to lead that sort of life.
not for two years. not even two days.
and come to think of it...
i dont want to go to the jc, knowing that i already knew half of the jc because

1)they were from nanyang
2)they were from chinese high
3)those people from 1 and 2 already take up like 99.999999999% of the population

WOWEE you say. feel like you're home again. yeah. tell me to go through two more years in nanyang i'll slap you right across the face.

and that really reminds me how shallow some people in our school are
you call someone bad just because they drink? they stay out late? or just because they are not nerds like who you freaking people are? or even because they dont score as well as you because they dont have a brain as big as yours? well then fuck you because you are so freaking shallow and you know what. when you step into the real world without your papa and mama to protect you, you'll realise how books will not help you a SINGLE bit. no doubt about that.

anyway now the bimbotic huiyi has to go mugging before her parents come back and realised that she has been online longer than she has been studying and they'll fry her brains. LOLS. meaning if you see huiyi on monday she has been studying and not spending all her time oogling at cute guys like niunai and whoever it is.

and smart people out there. dont be offended. hurhur. im just voicing out my concerns. not pointing fingers at anyone. and for the less smart people like me? cheer up work hard and all the best. so long as you put in some effort, you'll get what you want in the end. dont give up. jiayou! ^^

2005-07-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

im so so so disappointed now

depressed

go away

):

2005-07-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

its english lesson now
and guess what
im boreddd out of my mind
seriously whats the point in researching about animal abuse and those stuffies
bah. ridiculous
anyway im meeting juu and the rest later. vavavroom.
must top up my ezlink and papa refuses to gimme money for it
damn im talking gibberish.

MAN. i really hope she doesnt read my blog
on second thoughts
if she does
good for her
she'll finally know whats going on ahaha

energy's arriving later
and im like so not excited and excited at the same time
WHY? i dont understand
everyone assumes that i'll chase this time round
but im so broke and without permission i cant even do anything
i still love the last trip
im still thinking about it
and the handshake session doesnt exist in my memory
POOOOH. worst event ever.
im so so hungry. okay set.
im done with the research. going to read my book ^^
byebye good night. AHAHHA

tmr is the youth day celebration hor.
and damn. i still dunno what to wear.
my oh my. what should i do?
wear PE tee and fbts and come to school.
BAHAHA.

2005-07-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

went out with my parents today
bought my converse carry bag and my pierre cardin bra
ahaha. so lovely! ^^
i really wish that ***** wont buy it too
cause that day she was staring SO hard when she heard us talking about that
bahs. and you guys are so right. she is such a freaking kissass.
damn it. im not even a superstar or something
why are you worshipping the ground we step on?
yesterday at school i was so pissed off can
she's like treating me as though im like retarded 3 year old kid
what the hell. was fucking pissed.
kay. so this is what happened.
it was during chem extra lesson when i was pondering at the question.
trying to fill SIX blanks with SEVEN answers from the textbook
so naturally when AHFU asked me to answer
i just looked up and 'HAR?'
you know what she did?
she totally went frantic and started shouting the answer across the table
even though i dint even ask anyone for help
then when i totally ignored her
she just STUFFED her stack of worksheets into my hands
and said quite loudly
'READ FROM MY WORKSHEET.'
-.- in the end AHFU was scolding her (lol. serves her right)
and i threw her worksheet back and started reading from my textbook
even if im really such a BIM at science
i can still read perfectly well THANKYOUVERYMUCH

6 days to the concert
boy am i excited

the photo i took with the jdsuperstars at mdc that day (:

sebastian and me! ^^ so cute

weichoong and me ^^

derrick and me ^^

BARFS. i look funny in those photos.

2005-07-01T07:06:00.000+08:00

phew
sebastian is SAFE!
i almost thought that he was going to get out arh
in the end it was that william and that poor guy
(sorry la. dont know his name)
anyway. derrick and sebastian are in so im happy
and that cheers me up. ^^
at least.
for the time being.

2005-06-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

sigh
a lot of things are happening lately again
its the same problems again
im trying to ignore it but apparently the problem is getting bigger and bigger
im just forced to deal with it
shit im really starting to think that im such a bitch
i dunno whether its pms or what
but its like i get pissed off at alot of insignificant stuff
i know its unimportant and yet i get so upset
i dont even understand why
maybe its just a phase im going through
but fuck why is this phase lasting so long.
im seriously sick of what im going through
and i know im like pissing everyone else off
but its not as if i can help it
and its not my choice that i want to make you unhappy

and i must say im not someone who can say things out like that
i must admit that im not as straightforward as other people
maybe because im very sensitive to how other people think about me
yes. im self conscious. i admit. im self conscious in every single way.
but can i help it? no.

and i really hate people who like make statements before they know whats going on
hello. you're not living my life.
and i dont have to tell you every single thing that i do.
so if you want to know
sorry. all i can say is. my life is not as simple as you think.
and its not that im 15 then i dont think about all these stuff.
in case you dont realise. i do. alot in fact.
im not as fucking childish as you think i am.

i really hope things can clear up.
and im not trying to pinpoint anyone by saying all these stuff in my post.
its just that.. i've been thinking about this for too long.

2005-06-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

welly~ happy belated birthday!
and yijie happy birthday!
i swear i'll give you guys bday presents.
when im not so broke. heh. =x

derrick is so cute! ^^
like small boyboy like that.

i'm so tired of all these things.
i really need a break.

2005-06-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

today was a totally extremely sucky day
first days of school are ALWAYS so awful
the heat this morning was killing me!
i was using my report book to fan myself
because i had nothing else to use you see >.<
so my friend was like laughing at me. BAHHHHHHHHH

sigh. back to the old bitchy me
darn it. i feel so bad and so shiok at the same time.
AIYA damn it.

but bitching really damn damn refreshing to the soul ah.
MY soul. AHAHA
anyway. school still sucks. apart from the friends and everything.

i still see ONE BIG alphabet blocking my way to happiness and freedom.

and i feel like saying

'HI O! GO AND DIE AH YOU!' and give it a big big kick till it flies out of the universe.

YES. then i'll be the happiest girl on earth.

2005-06-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

xiaxue is on teevee! hmm. realised she's aint that pretty after all. and hell she puts on freaking lot of make up kay. well. those people are right. she needs ALOT of make up and great photoshop skills to make herself look pretty. hah.

and i am SO gonna watch initial d. after all. who wouldnt? damn. so many cute guys. jay chou. edison chan. shawn yue. bawls. i still have to wait till the 23rd. hmm. edison chan is freaking cute. just look at him. AWWWW my baby. he is my new love.

^^

2005-06-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

pending to juu's question.
these are the things i realised

#number one_
they SMOKE
yes im the ulu one who dint know that before hand ><

#number two_
niunai likes CHAO AH LIANS
ahaha. no offence ah. thats a personal opinion. ^^ just a personal opinion. dont take it to heart

2005-06-15T15:51:00.000+08:00

seriously im going to turn into this 80kg fat woman when school reopens
that is if i continue to pig out like now
bahs. i ate biscuits this morning. then i ate half a pack of hersheys.
then i ate maggi-curly-meeeee. then after that ate an apple. and a drumstick. after that finished the rest of the hersheys. and another pack of biscuits.
BOY. am i a pig or am i a pig?

2005-06-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

okay. im ready to blog about my chasing trip. well get ready for a really long post. dont want to read? SHOO. off you go.

10/6
i met up with yijie in the morning at causeway point and we ate macs. hoho. [AND YIJIE YOU POOT LAH. im still grossed out over what you did to the egg.] anyway. we took a bus and went down to the airport. it was like a 1hr bus ride. my butt was hurting like hell. well FINALLY when we reached we were walking around and finally found zhiying and co. so welly still did arrive early. nevermind that minor hiccup in the morning. though it almost scared me to death. but in the end we still dint managed to carry out our plan. PS: i am so sorry zhiying! wo dui bu qi ni!! hmm. then when energy arrived it was the usual scream and run situation. and hmm. after that they went to the hotel. OH. a note here. if you ever want to stay in a hotel, NEVER EVER stay in good wood park. shit the guards. shit the doorman. HARHARHAR. anyway. lemme continue my story. after that juu went to polyclinic and suddenly got the news that energy was going for some press conference. so we chionged there. and waited in the M hotel lobby. after that in the maxi was the greatest part of this whole chasing trip i must say. MISTER ZHANG SHUWEI was waving and posing into our camera for around one minutes plusplusplus. he's so charming! and so sweet. hoho. and then they went to some cafe and was having their dinner. we just walked behind them across the street la. AHAHAHA. all the cars stopped for us. after that they took some photos and niunai is freaking retarded and YES niunai has a new nickname mr. ye-chiko-niunai. -.- SERIOUSLY what was he doing with that model la. and he lifted her skirt. ^%&^$^$#%#@$#%. BLARHS. then we went to the autograph session. queued there. we were at the last row. and thanks to adelia's friends, we managed to get our albums signed. and it was the happiest auto session for me. i talked to niunai and he was quite nice to me lah. [AND YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE. stop saying you hate niunai ah. i throw parang ah] what a drastic change for me la. kunda to niunai. HMM. i wont ever dare to talk to kunda anyway. hurhur. then after the autograph session we went to ngee ann city and watched them perform. shuwei forgot the lyrics of dawyt. hmm. but nonetheless, hes still cute. ^^ after that they bought bak kut teh and went back to hotel. the funniest thing was. when everyone turned into the hotel, we went home instead. hahaha. so uncle thomas sent us home. and i stayed at welly the freaking rich girl's house which totally looks like a hotel room. and who the hell has like 4 apartments in one building. HER. -.- we dint sleep until like 3.30. and pooh. that was a really great day.

11/6
juu and i woke up at around 9 plus. after much struggling, we managed to get myself out of bed and me, to stop fussing about my hair. of course it was after me bathing and washing my hair. AHAHA. anyway. we went to gleaneagles to get some medicine and went to hotel to check in. that receptionist was kinda nice. but that hint was far too obvious. hurhur. anyway. we went up to the room and while we were in the room. deon called juu and they were screaming and screaming. deon ah. fancy screaming for niunai to throw kunda down. ahaha. we missed out that part but we saw the dv. hahaha. funny. after that. they went for the afternoon tea session. oh. i managed to help zhiying pass her letter to ahdi but AHHHHH felt so mean. because shuwei was right in front of me. and ahdi was on the other side so when i stretched out my hand shuwei was staring at me giving ahdi the letter cause my hand was blocking him and he couldnt walk. >< SORRY SHUWEI and SORRY YIJIE. if not you will keep scolding me ah. ahaha. after that we went to newton hawker centre. and i bought my carrot cake. hmmm. niunai was really black faced and kunda also. ahdi's back was hurting again i think. poor ahdi. ): im gonna miss him really alot. after that it was the psc night. we almost went downstairs but still sat in the gallery anyway. we were the first row. and niunai was MAD. hes seriously mad lah. dont know what was wrong with him. all that hand actions and stuff. he's either freaking fake or he's freaking siao. i rather believe that he's the second one. after that we went to the 933 concert thing. dint see much. was watching the reverted image on the screen. -.- the other side too crowded. so yeah. after that we chased and they went back to hotel. welly and me walked into the hotel HAHAHAHA so shiok and everyone stared on. =x oops. sorry lah. too mean. ehehe. anyway. it was a really long night. we ate cup noodles and walked around. and i slept at 4.30. yes. bah. sorry for snoring. ahaha.

12/6
we checked out at 10 plus and sat in the lobby till 11 plus when they came out. the guard tried to chase us out again but naninanipoopoo we stayed in the hotel. AHARHAR. they couldnt do anything to us. so after that wanted to pass letter to niunai but his face was BLACK. like totally BLACK. was so freaked out so i stoned there. then dint know what to do. so the guard tried to stop me. and i turned to yijie and was like howhowhow. then she AIYAH. pass to shuwei. so i passed ahdi and niunai's letter to shuwei. >< AH. he's so nice la. then on the way there niunai was this mad guy again. keep turning over. he made a face. then keep waving and smiled. mad lah. but only 2 maxis chased. so it was rather shiok. after that went to the handshake session to queue. hmm. went onstage. but at that time my mood was seriously affected. by what i dont know. but i just know that at that moment i just want to get it over and done with. so i just blackface and go up. then i saw shuwei. and felt so bad so i was like telling him thank you after he signed. then kunda was like blurblur staring. AHAHA. cute lah cute lah. so after that was ahdi. he looked really tired so i told him to jiayou. he was in a good mood anyway. (: he smiled at me and said thankyou. rare man. and for niunai i just said niunai jiayou and went off. BARFS. niunai chikopek. ahahaha. then after that went home with juu. the two of us were super lethargic and hmmm. i was so tired when i reached home i just went to sleep till this morning. and i woke up at 11. ahahaha. okayokay. tata. guess thats all for you guys.

hope i didnt bore you all out. i guess i still love energy. but made two discoveries. hmm.

2005-06-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

im at wellys house
and its 1.46 now. HURHURHUR.
yay. i've just had a really great day
full of energy
AH. too much. till i cant sleep
oh damn it. im grinning at the computer again.
anyway
im just really happy
but lazy to blog abt the chasing trip
will talk about it another day
just realised something
i dont act very fan-nish
i mean apart from the chasing and all that
i dont type like this

AhAhAhA
iiM a sUpEr BiMb0Tic bIimbo0

-.- be thankful for that
aha. yes. tell me you love me.

2005-06-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

my mother was really freaking retarded yesterday
we were eating halfway
then i was telling her about this bhb person
then you know
BUEH HIAO BAI [bai=ugly]
so i was like this person
CHAO JI BUEH HIAO BAI
then she heard as
CHAO JI BAI
-.- which is um
you know what it means
so she was laughing like mad for the whole day

and in the morning
she suddenly came up to me and said
I LOVE NUMBER FIVE!!
[five as in the digit if you're wondering]

so she wrote this on my writing pad

so papa saw and he came over and wrote this

I HAVE WEIRD PARENTS!!

2005-06-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

my internet connection was screwed
i couldnt access the net for the whole freaking day
was so freaking pissed off
but nevermind
at least that took away some distractions
and i was happily doing my work
OH YAH
my parents are so amusing
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
i'll cite you the example tmr

BAWLS. my blog entries are SO meaningless
im just ranting on and on
and i miss everyone. ):

my donkeys
my donkey's BIBI -.-
my baobaos
huiyi bawls again at the computer screen

2005-06-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

have been slacking around a lot lately.
and im still thinking.
SHOULD I GET THE AIRTIC?
but 72 bucks -.- isnt that abit not worth it
THINK THINK THINK
that can worth TWO nights of hotel staying
it'd be so nice if welly dear can change her flight back and wait for energy!
I TOLD YOU i'll talk to you on the phone for 3 whole hrs.
and i'll pay. I SWEAR! really!

sorry guys. if my blog is kinda flooded with by energy stuffies lately.
thats because urm HURHUR they are coming!
and i cant wait to see them.
dont worry. after the 12th of june energy will officially disappear from my blog entries till the next time they come. HOHOHO.
i feel like santa claus. -.-

and why are there so many childish insensible nosey irritating mad people out there?!?!
sometimes the world is really damned fucked up.

ahhhh. maybe they think of me as one too. i shall learn from stelly and take it in my stride. HURHURHUR

2005-06-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

i got an important announcement to make!

I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN MY ENERGY CONCERT TICKETS!!!

oh yes. and that includes permission too! and you know im grinning at the computer like an idiot. ANYWAYS. energy's new album is a must buy. alot of songs are tear jerkers. >< BAWLS. i was listening and singing and crying.

i dont want ahdi to leave! ):

2005-06-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

i must be BRAVE
huiyi you can do it
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

oh i almost forgot
><
welcome back juu pok!
i missed you!

2005-06-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

as much as i dont want to admit it
i think its really over for them already
sigh and the digits are still as irritating as everr.
lalala
all the childish people should just go and die
STOP GLOATING
damn you

2005-05-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

i just realised something. my father lied to me. -.-
he still thinks i dunno my stuff.
oh well PAPA for your information im fourTEEN not four thankyouVERYmuch.
well he bought this palmtop and i saw it.
and btw he owns THREE himself.
so i told him and he was like NO NO NO my friend lent it to me and asked me to help him set something.
HA! do i look like such an idiot to him?
for gods sake his name was on the first page when i opened that freaking machine.
BARRRF. if you dare to buy it, then dare to admit it.
but im not pissed lah. just amused i guess.
HRMMM. today was quite an ERHEM eventful day?
was quite irritated. ah. smart people will know what im referring to.
or am i so obvious that the whole world knows? AHHA.
too bad girl. its just your bad luck that you choose to mess with us.
AND SERIOUSLY I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING.
MISS CARMEN CHOY IS A BIATCH
hurhur. more so than me dear.
our plans are far too CHEESE-y
and you know thats just mean.
but i dont mind though. had a lot of fun. thought that COOL purple leather wallet was a UBER big turnoff.

oh haha
purple is a COOL color!

go ahead my dear girl. wear purple. be a gay. and everyone will LOVE you.
really really im speaking the truth. and im ~~not~~ crossing my fingers behind my back.
you can fucking go copy everyone and be a fucking clone.
and then everyone will LOVE you more than ever.
damn it i really want to tell you to stop freaking molesting my things.
im gonna sue you in court for that okay FREAK.

we're drifting apart
i hate it

2005-05-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

just came back from flag day
had enough of rejections -.-
never before in my life had i been rejected so many times
OH MAN whats with the world
today people are busy shopping maybe
THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES STARTS TODAY!
ahh. good for all of you in singapore
BARFFFS.
i still have maths tuition tonight.
what a spoiler
HURHUR.

-

2005-05-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

well i guess
he made the right choice
these things are so short lived
they wont survive for long
the most 8 years 10 years and they will be gone

i feel so silly

living in self delusion is so painful

hmm

2005-05-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened lately. have been very tempted to start a blog. well. i know i've written for a few times and had given up. but maybe i wont this time (: hmmm please bare with my limited vocab and horrible grammar. yeahyeah. i got a sarky grade for my powderful ENGLAND. totally singlish-y. anyway. people who want me to link them tag please and people who have nothing to do and think my tagboard is nice tag too. buhh-eye. i think i will blog later too.